Your best bet would be contract a trustee or a credit counselling society, explain to them everything and see what they think you should do. I filed a consumer proposal for ~25k, the trustee wanted me to file one for $400/month, the credit counsellors opened at $150 and ended up getting it down to $135. You have options, don't be afraid. I know it's been awhile since you posted, hopefully you are still doing okay.